so i came out as a lesbian on facebook today and i saw that my conservative uncle (like i’m talking obama-is-a-socialist, NRA-card-carrying, has-access-to-many-machine guns conservative) commented on it and, while I know he loves me, I was filled with dread
my mom watches her shows in the family room of our house where everyone is always hanging out and sometimes theres a (hetero) sex scene in whatever she’s watching and no matter how explicit or non explicit it is no one cares. its not a big deal. i mean its a little weird sometimes to just listen to really bad moaning for a solid minute but its not like she changes the channel or anything its just part of the show.
but me? i flinch when i’m watching two girls on my laptop and someone walks by or enters the room. not sex with two girls just. two girls. thats all. i pause the video and i wait for them to leave, my heart beating really fast. im not even in the closet. if the girls kiss i feel like i have to hide my screen and make sure no one saw i was watching that.
i hate this more than anything
couldn’t have said it better! i feel the exact same!!